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Well folks, I know I've not been on much for the past few days. I know I said I had some time off from work, and was going to spend it with my family ( I did, and it was great. I got to see my cousins, who moved up to Lancashire with their mum and dad. They are the MOST annoying yet loveable ten and seven yeard olds!) but to tell you the truth, I've not wanted to log in. Why? I don't know. I've become disilusioned with VR over the past few weeks. It's only stupid, petty things. Like, having enough time spent and page views to be a good couple of levels up from where I am right now. The idiocy of some *younger* members, (I mean younger in terms of level, not age) not being able to use spellcheck, stupid and pointless forum posts, Thinking that ANY woman online will cyber with you. *shakes head*.
I just don't know what to do. Sometimes I feel like throwing in the towel, and deleting my whole profile. But then I remember how many wondeful people I know here, and how much I do enjoy it, and my hand moves away from the delete button. I guess you just have to take the bad with the good, rough with the smooth.
Even though sometimes you do want to batter the *bad* stuff with a baseball bat ;)
Also, not having a job is really getting to me. I mean, I do have a part time job, which is good, but I hate it so much I'd quit in a heartbeat, apart from the fact mum and I need the money for the bills. I've been trying so damn hard to find a temporary job. I'd do anything. Just going out to work every day and knowing I'm earning money to help mum out would be great. I'm hoping to be accepted onto a course, starting in september, so the job would be until then, or, timetable permitting, more permanent. I don't know what I can do to find one anymore. I'm buying the papers every time they have the jobs pages, I'm going onto every job website I can find and applying for jobs, I'm going to the local jobcentre to look for work ( Recieving JSA-JobSeekers Allowance, isn't all it's cracked up to be). Every-damn-thing, and I've still not got anything yet :(
*sigh* It's times like these that make you down and sad. You know things will get better, but, just waiting for things to be on the up 'n' up, seems like an eternity.....
Ok, after a couple of days of my body saying: *you have a cold!* *No, no wait. You don't* *Yep, you do!* it's still not quite certain. I have the sore throat, tiredness, etc. But I don't feel physically unwell, which I usually do when I have a cold. And it's decided to let one, just one gland come up on my neck, and for said gland to hurt like a bitch. 0.o
So....I'll be here, as usual, but if I'm angry,pissy,grouchy etc, blame the cold. Oh, and I think I can blame it for my behaviour over the past couple of days on here when I've seemed excessively Emo.
And now.......just trying to get the energy to go up the shops........then dye my hair.
Hun, I would have bought a plane ticket to come and do it. Really. ::hugs::
The poem is from one of my SilverRavenWolf books. Just so some numpty doesn't accuse me of plagirism.
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After having told someone it was too early for me to be drinkin' muh beer yet, I just checked on the time. Ten to eleven at night. Bring on the carling!!!!!!!!!!
Urgh. how I feel today. I can't even be bothered to do my usual html for the journal entry. Don't know if I'll stay online. Will it be worth it? at all?
Just got home from work. One more shift to go then I've got next week off. Wishing you were here to talk to. I'm sorry about earlier, I got forcibly taken off the internet :(
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*yawns* Ok, I got muh coffee and nicotine, ready to start my day on VR, I wonder what suprises will be in store? We'll just have to wait and see :)
I was meant to go into town for an appointment, but, I got no money, Momma got no money, and Pappa is at work til six, so, I'm not going to be able to get in. Stupid jobcentre.
Ok, when I know what's what today, I'm going to ge some serious rating time in. I should be at Sire by now, I mean, four years here and all. Sooo......mindless clicking. Yippdey.
Well, I've done my bit of goodness for the day, helping out a new member with some questions about VR.
I still feel tired, though I reckon my body hibernated yesterday. I went to bed when I came home from work.....boss sent me home because I felt sick. I didn't want to go, but she didn't want me to upchuck on a customer. :) I slept for hours then, and even last night, when I felt better, I slept until about ten thirty today. I couldn't get sleep till one am. And momma nicked my laptop last night which is why I wasn't online -_-
So no I'm just goin' about my usual stuff on here, waiting for people to come online etc
That's my current mood. So if I'm grouchy or pissy, just bear with me ok?
One more shift to go.....a f*****g killer of a shift, but still......then I'll be free to relax and talk and be normal usual Happy Abby NCIS Crow ;)
And speaking of Abby.....I have started calling Coca Cola Caff-Pow!! because as someone told me.....I'm kinda like her.
Anyway, dad took me to a service station where we always get dinner after my Saturday shift, and I was sitting there, feeling so lonely and bored, and hoping you were having fun at the gig, and what should come on but Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden. I had a huge smile on my face and my mood was made SO much better because I thought of you.
And then to have that message witing for me on here when I got home.......made my day hunny. Thank-you so much. ♥ you.
I'm about to do something now.........I hope I pass, I really do. Wish me luck!!!!
I'll tell you the outcome when I'm done
Failed with 50% *grumbles*
And I won't be on much over the weekend.
Work hours as follows:
Friday: 6pm-11pm
Saturday:11am-5pm
Sunday:5.30am-2.30pm
Running through EVERY excuse in the book to get out of work. Suggestions? I don't think: * sorry, I can't come in today, my house has been flattened by rampaging alien ants* quite cuts it somehow ;)
In the words of Cancer: I just did THE most Emo laden jounal entry ever.
Seriously. If anyone does want to read it, then you'd better give me a good reason coz.....might worry you. Just a little *dark* mood swing....but still....
Ok. I think I've calmed down from my previous Emo entry a bit. Work wasn't too bad today....seeing as I gothed up. Well....the green sparkl eyeliner isn't goth, but it is bright :D
And I got off an hour early. Mainly because I thought I had an appointment in town at one thirty. After running home and checking, the next one isn't until the 12th at one thirty. On a Tuesday. Oops.
So now I get to chill out with all of you lovely people :)
To say I might not be online at all for a couple of days, or, if I do manage to get on, I'll only be popping in and out. Mum's got time off work so we'll be doing stuff.
I'm already missin' ya'll like craaaaazy, and missing one person more than most ♥
Work sent me home about half an hour ago because I don't feel well. I think it's just a stomach bug or something. Bad stomach cramps and feeling dizzy. I'll have some food to see if that makes me feel better.
10.30pm- I feel better now, in the sense that the stomach pains have gone away. I'll just have to wait and see if my stomach decides o let the food stay down now, lol.
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Angelus
00:03 Feb 29 2008
I'm so pleased, for you.